agh sorry, this is not supposed to happen and I don't think I'm supposed to share this kind of unimportant thing ahahaha /kicked

but hey! this is my journal! I write what I want to write!! xDDD ignore it if it annoys you, that's it. 8D

but it's just.... agh, I lack confidence in drawing most of the times... at those times I feel like "this is not good, I shouldn't finish this, it wouldn't turn out better anyway" :<

maybe it's just because... I forgot how to color after a while not doing digital coloring orz but the longer I postpone drawing, the more I'll forgot how to draw/color orz

okay seriously though don't read this *just realizing this journal is kinda embarrassing //// /kicked